Originally Posted by
Mizzuno 
I am ready. AA didnt work for me.
I didnt work for me.
I dont know what works? What will stick? How did it get this bad and how in the hell am I going to stop and save myself? I want to be free of this once and for all.
For me it was as simple as coming to the decision that I was done. I had had enough of it and anything other then how I felt would have to be better.
I'm not saying that getting and staying sober was simple. It wasn't. It's hard work for sure, but if you are truly committed to quitting you can do it. If AA isn't for you, it wasn't for me either, then try something else. Utilize this place for support. Look into some of the other programs. If I can do it. You can.
I wish you the best.