Originally Posted by
Mizzuno 
I am ready. AA didnt work for me.
I didnt work for me.
I dont know what works? What will stick? How did it get this bad and how in the hell am I going to stop and save myself? I want to be free of this once and for all.
Welcome back Mizzuno. I am not suggesting that AA is the method that you should use, But you cannot say "I am willing to try anything" and then list things that won't work - until you've given them 100% of your effort.
I dabbled in several methods and programs on and off too, but none of them worked until I unquestionably committed myself to staying sober no matter what I had to do.