Thank you for all your replies!
Honestly, I feel like just giving up. I mean I really don't care anymore. I lye in bed Every night and ask for God to take me.
I cannot afford rehab, I have no insurance and people generally dgaf about me. I don't want to live anymore. I don't want to go through Benzo withdrawal I just don't.
I've always had a good intuition, and I'm fine with death. My intuition has always told me that I will die young. I no longer want to live with this chaos anymore.
I just want to go to sleep and never wake again. I'm a failure and I'm fine with that. I just wanna die.