A bottle a day-
Im back. A bottle of wine a day. 2 bottles yesterday. Bottle after bottle. Mistake after mistake Hangover after hangover. Embarrassment.
Its a disease. I told myself it was ok to be an alcoholic as I bought alcohol everyday for the last 2 years or more. The only time off from drinking was due to a hangover. I cant control this and apparently I cant stop. I just need to get off the train. Its the same old song and dance and Im scared that I am literally going to die from this disease. I am scared that my marriage will die. That I will lose everything. Im at the end of this road.
You're are going to say AA and therapy. I am setting an appointment with my doctor tomorrow to ask for medications to help me quit. Naltroxene? I desperately need help. I am willing to try anything.