time and time again ive made the mistake of going out and scoring and then not even regretting it the next day because it was what i wanted to do. the craving may be strong and fierce but the craving didnt make you go score, you did that on your own, ive relapsed and i know that each time ive relapsed its because i wanted to. if you have the desire to stay sober youll get your a** to safety and pray. the weakness of the addict is the desire to get high. Is it right for a man to cheat on his wife every night before he comes home because the sex is good? if not than its not right to cheat on your sobriety because the high is good...think of that next time you get a craving...i dont know if itll help, but if anything stay strong.