Originally Posted by
Pajanickah 
I'm on the verge of homelessness and will probably only be able to live on my own for another 6 weeks.
I had to leave work this evening because I went into a full blown panic attack.
I was prescribed benzos 3 years ago and believe they are the root to all my bad situations. I can't afford rehab, a detox is a joke to me.
I literally have 2 grand to my name and that will be gone in 2 weeks to supplement my bills.
I don't know what to do. And at this point I don't care.
I think you care - that's why you wrote. You're worried about your future.
And on that note - your future - it seems to me that today you're in a position to do something about it. What options do you see? (I'm not asking what options you like .)
While detox might seem like a joke - what's the alternative?
What's going to happen in two weeks (or six - you write both) if you do nothing except run out of money?
If you're still using benzos, and it looks like you are, I'm curious as to what your doctor has said about this.
There have been times in the past when I had to literally roll myself off the couch to force myself into action. I could think about something for days and do absolutely nothing about it. What do you need to do for you in an attempt to save your life?