I see (kinda) what y'all are saying. I just wanna be off the medication. "Quitting alcohol is easy, it what you do afterwards is the focal point".
I say it over and over again: "Today is it". My life is falling apart. I recognize it. It just hasn't been this serious in years.
Yes, I'm drinking today. Giving the alcohol a grand goodbye.
I don't understand why I am the way I am. I justify everything with alcohol lately - and it's scary.
Tomorrow I will go through an intense withdrawal, but I'll handle it like I have 100x before.
I really want to stick with a sober life.
Idk anymore.