Hi Tatsy, I understand where you are coming from, this is the place to let it all out and thanks all for your responses. I take B supplements, exercise every day and eat well which helps, I just had a blip of an off day after bad sleep with a lot on my mind as currently not working. No problem getting work but I have a mental/brain job and don't want to go back until I am mentally capable and ready to perform my job. I know that PAWS is stress sensitive and don't need the stress just yet. I am, I believe, within the recovery curve and return to work in mid April or beginning of May (around 120 day sober mark). Now enjoying school runs, sports with kids afterwards, homework, making lunches and fun times
Getting better Day by Day, just had a bad day I believe as my body is recovering, Thanks all