ive been sober a little while.
give me a warm summer day and a lawnmower and the THOUGHT of drinking will come up sometimes.
those thoughts seldom happen.
but i wont let a thought control my actions.by the grace of God i didn't completely destroy my memory and know where 1 drink will take me.
then i turn my attention to something more useful.
however
that didn't happen overnight. the mental obsession was quite strong for some time. it took T.I.M.E. for my thinking to change