I can totally relate to what you are going through. Congratulations on taking the first step towards your recovery. It's hard to do. We're all in this together. Have you thought about seeing a doctor to help with your anxiety and depression? I can't tell you how much of a difference that has made in my life. As you start to get better you'll start to feel better about yourself. My self esteem was at an all time low and just a few days into it, I feel a lot better. You're lucky you are giving yourself a second chance at life! You can be whoever you want to be this round. Just keep posting and stick with it. Good luck and welcome
