Emotional...again
So...tomorrow is moving day for the kids and I.
AH and I finalized our Separation Agreement this afternoon. He has been drinking non-stop ever since. And although I know this is the way things need to be, I'm incredibly sad...for him. My kids and I, of course. But especially him today.
His drinking brought us to this point. And now he's drinking to excess to cope with our marriage being over and the kids and I leaving. He has so many issues for which he's self-medicating and, more recently, self-destructing.
I tried so hard to support him and love him. I just want him to get help. Not so that we can be together again...because we can't. But so he can be happy and enjoy his life. Not be tormented by horrible childhood memories, depression and anxiety, and then destroy his life just to numb out. Everyone deserves peace and happiness. And I still love the man and want more for him than this.
Slowly getting hold of today's emotions. Tears just keep flowing despite my best efforts. 😢