Thanks guys. I should be happy but I'm just so sad. I see the pictures and she's so tiny and so perfect and I think back to when mine were born and I never dreamt that they would be taken from me. I'm so sad and I can't share everyone's joy. And that just makes me feel worse. What kind of aunt am I?
And what is God's purpose? To take my kids away from me half the time? I'm struggling so much...I tell myself it will get better but I am devastated right now.