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I took a long time to disrupt our lives to the extent we did with alcohol. It will take some time to gain everything back to.
For me after the first month I really had to force myself to engage in new things. Find out who I really was and what I liked doing as a sober person. It will happen for you , I know it.
you may be free from the physical affects of alcohol but your AV is still screwing with your brain. Keep going forward, ignore the negative feelings and focus only on the positive changes in your life.
At over eight months sober I am still amazed as my life improves. I went through exactly what your going through. It will get better, I'm sure of that. You are doing so well and you can enjoy your life free of alcohol 😀 It just takes time