Yeap. It really just fits the way I think better. I'm the type of person who works best seeing things in black and white on paper when it comes to myself and how to deal with emotional problems. Actually, I'm that way all around, hence my love for math.
Tonight I'm grateful I have planned time to do my Java in the computer lab tomorrow. When I was using, I could never plan to do things at school. I was lucky if I made it to class. (Didn't want anything to get in the way of my high, now did I?)
But I'm grateful I don't think like that as much anymore and that overtime I won't think like that at all because I have my tools to help me get through this.