Originally Posted by Goat

Yes, it was brutal for both of us. *Very much* the most challenging day of my life as well.

But that is not what I want to say.

Please, everyone, I want you to know in case you do not already, what Suze has just had to do, because she needs all of our support more than ever now.

Suze has just cut away and abandoned her *ENTIRE* life, managing to save only a few scraps to send forward into our shared future.

She has just had to go through all her memories, both treasured and painful, and leave everything behind. And not only that, the way she had to leave them made her feel like a horrible person.

She did this while frighteningly sick and exhausted, with her sisters playing havoc on her emotions, and with a fiance who was not able to get his head together enough to help. As a result she feels beaten, broken, exhausted, miserable, and very, very down on herself.

Without the support all of us have given her up to now, there is no way she could have done this at all. But now she is in deep emotional pain, and she needs every scrap of love to help her through this.

You are loved so much by so many people Suze. You are a bright shining light in the darkness. You are a beautiful person with a heart of pure love. This has been enough pain and hardship, It is time to move forward into a future filled with love and joy.

I love you, now and forever and always ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥