Originally Posted by
Doubter 
I'm not rationalizing anything. I just want to make sure i'm safe after a 12 day lapse. Im not looking for any medical advice.
No one here can tell you if you are "safe" or not. And by asking us to "prove" to you that you are not having withdrawals, you are asking for medical advice.
You have been down this road before and have a history of withdrawal seizures as well as needing supervised detox. The only way to be safe is to see a doctor.