Hey Nick you know as well as I do that they come and they go, I just got out of a funk but I am not sure that it was a craving as just my disease using whatever it could to try to let me know that "Hey I am Still Around!!!" and yes I hate it also, I don't know why and it really doesn't matter why cause as Gooch would say I am just mind f***en myself then LOL I do that enough. One thing that helps me out when that does happen is to read the NA Book or the How and Why. One thing that i can tell you my friend that if we don't pick up we then have a chance but if we pick up we have to start that vicious cycle all over again. I have just been meditating which I was lacking on and found out what some of my problems were besides this disease is that I have gotten off of my routine that I did in a certain order, today I am trying to get back on it so I will be praying for you here and hope that we both get threw this day.
Love Vic