Throw out the booze or ask your husband to do it for you if you can't. Next, go to the ER and say you need detox, they have to help you. Can you look into a salvation army rehab, I believe they are no cost or low cost.
At this point, you have to be willing to try anything. Why not go to an AA meeting today? You will find support there and I bet, if you asked, you could find someone to come to your home and dump the alcohol for you.
Someone here once said something that really hit home with me, we have to put the same effort into getting sober that we put into drinking. Think about how much effort you put into your drinking- all the money, shopping, hiding, hours, days, etc. If you put the same time and effort into getting sober you have a chance.
Let's do this. We are here with you all the way.