Damnit, I'm having another craving
Two weeks ago I had the same thing, I surrendered and it went away but somehow I can't do that right now.
I thought (actually I hoped) that I wouldn't get any more cravings since I had such a wonderful experience.
So why do I wake up this morning feeling...strange.
I called my sponsor like I do every morning and I felt it creeping in...I told him about it but it didn't help.
Damnit I'm angry about it!! Why the F**K do I have this AGAIN!!!!!
The bad thing is I have money in the bank and my wife is away...
I think I must call somebody from the NA and meet with them or something....or go out and score....I'm going nuts here