I considered phenibut (kratom is a no-no here) but was able to get most of my comfort meds for nothing...I managed to call in favors I didn't even know I had! Hoping clonidine and neurontin help me sleep tonight.
Keep going! This will not last forever... I remember how freeing letting go of the alcohol was. How I dug THIS hole so soon well....I have to live with it, but I'm trying to forgive myself. I'm falliable after all.