Hi djhammred
I think time is the best healer for those regrets - as well as a firm commitment to not putting your head in the lions mouth again.
The more I've lived a life I felt was 'right', good and productive to myself and others the less the past has bothered me.
Some call that a living amends.
Sometimes I just break, I seriously underestimated what hard alcohol does to me.
'Soft' alcohol (beer, wine) can do for you too, believe me. Don't let your addicted self get away with thoughts like that
D