The Delusion
This is what I'm working on craving alcohol from lower self just one now that's delusional. Higher self can I stay in the Thalmus and Pineal consciousness or do I go to the abyss. I know the abyss spirit's causes there alive in me. Day 3 I'm going to Pray and read Esoteric Books swoooosh made it to the Third Heaven I"ll be fine until the best comes back.