Thank you all, thank you so much. I still cannot cry yet, but I am trying. I just feel this need to explode in tears.
I was doing so well, so so well prior to this thing with the psychologist. I had really started to shine. I was taking care of myself, eating well, exercising, putting on nice clothes eat day and taking care of myself, taking pride in myself. This break-up if you will with the psychologist has just sent me into a tailspin and I don't know how to recover.