His mind is taken over by his addiction. He probably could not answer this question of "how could you".
My XAH threw away our 12 year long marriage and our child. All for the love of booze and drugs.
I was 100% sure we are together forever until his last horrific relapse.
So cry. Be angry. You will work through this.
Sending you virtual hugs.
Originally Posted by
Ituvia 
I miss him so much. I keep crying every morning. I am so angry. So angry that I don't even know what to do. Why can't he see wat he is doing? How is he so delusional and why did he throw me out like this?