Originally Posted by
Seeker21 
But the insanity of this disease (and it IS insane) makes those who love the A become insane as well.
Yuuuup. This was my experience and I was only in it for 16 months. I could feel myself slowly losing grip on my own mind and mental health. I can only imagine the toll after years of this.
I really recommend what others have said - if at all possible, go completely no contact with him. Block his number from text and calling. Block him from any and all social media. It will make the grieving process easier.
Hugs to you. You will get through this.