WLH- hi there and welcome. Firstly so well done on seeing a therapist and posting here with honesty. That takes real courage. You have identified a problem, felt the guilt and used that guilt pro actively. It is what we do afterwards that makes a difference. About the reporting bit I cannot comment. Firstly DO NOT DRINK- anything. Go through with seeing the therapist and follow your honest path. You have had a big wake up call- keep the momentum going. PJ