I liken it to being washed up on a beach...there's a lot of driftwood to clean up, but piece by piece you'll get there.
It's really important to remember this isn't the way it always will be..things will, and do get better.
It's also important to remember drinking got you to this place...it's not a solution.
Panics part of the old order - panic meant drinking for me. We can't go there.
Try and relax. Everything will be OK
It took me about a year to pull myself out from under the financial and emotional debris. For 20 years drinking I think that's a fairly reasonable deal.
I made reasonable weekly targets, Little by little I got things done, sorted and fixed up.
You're not alone in this - tons of support and understanding here.
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