Ok...first, breathe. Nothing on your list is life threatening. You will be ok! Dee once told me a long time ago. And it went something likethis. ..Right now you feel like you are on an island beach full of driftwood. Your job is to clear the beach. It seems impossible. But, no matter how daunting it looks, The only way to do it is one piece at a time. It's goin to be hard work, and may take some time, but when you are finished. You can enjoy that beautiful beach. You Got this! !!!