Hi. I just wanted to say that i understand your feelings of loneliness. But this too shall pass - you have no idea what sober living has in store for you a year from now. I'm sure it's good things.
I get lonely too. But then I remind myself how lonely I felt when i was drinking. The shame, guilt afterwards, everyone disappointed or mad at you, you disappointed in yourself...feeling as if there isn't soul in the world who gets you...
I'd take the sober loneliness over the alcoholic drinking days loneliness...