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Amnesiac
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Question 5th Step: I am in the process of doing this..

I don't want to talk about everything. There are some things in the sexuality area that I do not want to talk about.


I fully believe in my heterosexuality (as a man, I've always been attracted to women, and sexually attracted to women since puberty) but people have always viewed me or accused me of being homosexual. I hate it and I hate society for it. I truly have deep seeded HATE for society because of this, I believe.


It makes me angry, scared, upset, etc in many ways and has hurt me tremendously...but I don't want to talk about it. Not with this sponsor who is going to 5th step me, nor anyone else for that matter but I feel like I have to tell someone how much it has hurt me and hurts me every day, till this day.


I don't know how to proceed about it.
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