I have discovered this past year that a LOT more than my alcoholic robs me of my peace of mind...with my permission of course.
I find that I am so insanely crazy with what is going on politically in this country...I can't stand myself. Crawling out of my skin. My head blows up every day at the latest insanity.
I feel the same insane thinking re-appear: "how can they POSSIBLY think like that, do that, ect" My desperate attempts at trying to convince others about my point of view (including my husband) the despair over all the things I have no control over.
I've been SO smug. Thought I had this recovery thing SO handled. Boy what an insidious disease....I can fool myself and justify my point of view to no end. How easily I give away my peace of mind.
Back to the drawing board....