Dau-(can I use that for short? )
I am still here. Over the withdrawal for the most part. I feel like I've done this so many times is almost predictable daily. Now just a couple weeks of self loathing and I'll be fine! Hope the sarcasm came through on that. I am going to seek professional help this time as part of my plan. Which is something that scares me. ... reaching out has never been a strong suit. Hope everyone is doing well today!