Just to say thank you for the support and if anything changes I promise to check in my sobriety is strong and I havnt felt like drinking not once & not for a long time I couldn't imagine drinking ever again. When I see people drunk now, I generally feel sorry for them (not in a snobby I'm sober your not way) but extremely grateful I'm not like that anymore & have been sober almost 4 years. Still not a long time by anyone's standards but long enough to know I want to be sober & like this for life. I standby the fact that my worst day sober is light years better than my best day drunk (if there ever was one)
Thank you all again x