Originally Posted by
Alexf91 
Hey all relapsed again on a 5day binge lost my job mums not happy with me. I need serious help was so close to suicide yesterday. I'm a horrible drunk and have pushed everyone away i don't no what to do was ment to start a new job today but had to cancel due to withdrawals. Sorry this is all jumbled just feel i need to say this
Hey Alex
Good job on coming here and opening up! talking is the first step in recovering from alcoholism and depression etc
Always remember life is worth living for it truly is! I know things can get real tough from time to time but you are here and alive which is a great thing
Have you ever talked with a professional about how you feel? No need to beat yourself up, day 1 can turn into day 2 and 3 and 4 etc
Hang on in there ok ,SR is a great place to be!