Hey there. I can tell you that you do belong here. We all belong here. DDan is right, this place would be a ghost town if everyone that had a slip, left. Don't do this to yourself, you have enough to work on, just relax, and promptly admit that you are powerless over alcohol , and you belong to us (kidding)
here at SR, but not kidding about you belonging.. C'mon, hang out with us for a while, give us a better chance, then after about 6 months, if you still don't think SR is where you want to be, then leave, but I promise you that no one here will judge you for slipping, that's for sure.. Most of us here have slipped, some of us have just plain relapsed for a long time, and then came back, but you want to hear a really sad thing, some leave, and never come back, and not because they only slip, or relapse.. Some die.. We cetainly don;t want that to happen to you, so stick around, I think you will find that you really like SR, and that you belong more than you ever imagined.
I hope to see you around,,
Love, Becky