hi there,thank God your still alive.now when you are ready to do something different,then and only then will you become teachable,with the booze in your body,no one not even you are gonna want something different,so please go to bed and get yourself to a meeting asap.ive been in and out of AA for 10 long years,my sobriety date is 07-08-2005,the feelings your are experincing will only go away with working the 12 steps lots of ACTION @WILLINGNESS,so i hold you in my prayers,i dont know you personally,but i believe in you,now do something different,like stopping FOR GOOD AND ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sdm
