Hi (((((Tinhair)))))) a warm welcome to SoberRecovery.....what a great gang here, look at all the wonderful adivce you've been given, I can't really add anymore, other then I know how you feel, WE all know, you keep at it is what you do....over and over and over and over, as many times as it takes, you'll get it.
Hugs.....Denise