Nonsensical

You're addicted to alcohol. I know. I was ate up with it.

A mistake I made was thinking that quitting for a couple of days got all the alcohol effects out of my system, and I was 'normal' - as in this is what normal feels like.

It isn't true. A couple of days off does very little. It takes months for the effects of persistent alcohol use to leave the brain and body. I had no idea what feeling sober was like. I hadn't done it in years.

I never knew I was a slave until I was free. If you don't know what I mean take a hundred days off from the booze and see if it doesn't become clear.

Best of Luck on Your Journey.