Of COURSE you do!!!! If anything, BECAUSE you fell.....you are in the right place, my friend, just pick yourself up, dust off, and let's start again. A lot of us, myself included, have had to start from Day 1 AGAIN.....it's part of the process.
Is there a meeting you can get to, I guess it's pretty late where you are now? I think there's probably one here tonight if you can't go live.......don't give up on yourself, TH........YOU CAN DO THIS and we are all in it together!!