Why are you here Happy? What made you look for this particular web forum? Are you concerned about your drinking? Do you drink to blackout? Drink till you pass out? Drink to get drunk? Ashamed of your drinking? Heart racing, waking up at 2:00 with your head pounding? I see you quit successful due to advice from your doctor, but isn't there something else there? Why here? I am here because I can't stop drinking beer once I start. I have a much better life now not drinking it at all. Moderation does not work for me.