Free...
yup... I'm thinking as well that you need a plan...
and I think it would help immensley if you would start picturing yourself as the success your going to be when you get home...
creative visualization is a tool for me...
I think myself up an outcome that would be pleasing to me... and HP sanctioned of course... and I put my energy into that...
for one.. it gives me hope where my other line of thought gives me none...
it also gives me a road map to follow when the going gets hard...
cause trying to think up a better next step when I'm all messed up doesn't work very well.
Free... we have some control over our minds... so.. I'd exercise that to it's fullest extent...
glad to see you still dealing with all this...
you hang in there...
it does get better...
(((free)))
praying for you Free