Sodev......Do you know who I have admired sooo much, and wished to be like her?.......Diane Sawyer. She is a very well known journalist, here in the states.
I love everything about her...lol.
She didn't get married until after 40yrs....maybe, even 45..? she said that she didn't think it was in the cards for her. Then she met Mike Nichols..a famous movie director, and they were very happily married. She never had any children, either...but, she seems to be a very fulfilled woman....
Dev...you can't fall into the trap of measuring y our own life by other people's yardstick....
You have decades, yet to live! The future is not written......
Oh, another thought.....Consider the time of the month....it is not unusual to feel down around the time of the monthly cycle....You might ask your gynecologist about some hormonal therapy....I don't remember if you are still breast feeding, or not...?
It is worth a thought....
***you are not going insane. People who are insane don't ask that question...lol...