Sorry for not responding. I've been really low. It feels like it did a few months ago again. The depression wears me out and my whole body aches. I miss my AH and that is painful, but the betrayal hurts even more so. My heart and soul has been ripped out. I don't know if I'll ever recover and I don't know If I'll be able to forgive and forget. I'm asking God to help me.
I'm so glad you're here for me. Thank you for checking in on me all the time. It means so much to have all of you around. Hope, I too wish we could meet IRL and give eachother a group hug or that I could do something to show you my appreciation. You truly are my angels. You lift me up. Thank you and God bless you.