Thats the reason I can't do AA.
Whatever you fucus on expands.
At least according to Louise Hay and other teachers.
By keeping my focus on my perceived flaws, Im actually attracting more of the same.
The subconscious mind doesn't hear "no drinking" or "do not drink". It just registers drink.
AA keeps me focused on the problem, so I'm learning another way.
Thanks for the post.