yeah gaffo i read a book by allan carr the easy way to quit smoking. He talked about those smokers that only smoked like a couple cigarettes a day and how that must have been torture all day long thinking about those prescious couple they will get later.
these rules even when followed is just downright torture for the addict. all day long i'd sit there just waiting for 5pm to roll around and like TomSteve said 2? thats just a primer. I'd pound the first 2 just moaning the whole time as i could feel that warm fuzzy feeling as the booze hit my blood stream and started to take that edge off. Even now the thought of it gives me the chills even. 2? pff thats just the beginning of the obsession.