Hello Centered!
Just going by your join date, you may be nearing a year sober??
I found that period of time to be one where I spent much less time on SR as my monthly thread had slowed down and I was just getting weary of reading Newcomer's stories of personal angst. I was ready to just get on with my sober life.
I began to have distant thoughts of maybe moderation would be possible again since I showed that I could go a year without drinking. These thoughts scared me and I began to delve into other parts of SR that I had not explored previously. I began sharing my thoughts and hopes with newbies. I found that I really need to be here every day, however briefly, to keep it fresh and real. Otherwise, I am pretty sure that my AV would win once again.
We are all different. All the best in your journey!