Foolish
Hi folks. I've been coming on and off these forums for a while. Haven't been on here in months though..but i'm coming back.
I had a good three months sober. What kept me off the booze was that I felt better being sober & I looked my best & I felt strong...like a had a purpose and did NOT have that feeling of impending doom...
So last weekend I went back to the bottle...a friend came from out of town..and I thought I could drink in moderation. Now i've been drinking every day since then. I feel sick. I can't even finish this message I feel like throwing up. Just wanted to say i'm back and I want the sober me back!