Hi Kaily,
I have also followed your threads, and know you are waiting on detox. It seems to be taking a while to get in. Have you followed up with them? I know it seems impossible right now, but you need to find something to help you stop drinking.
Is AA a possibility? Is there another rehab/inpatient option you can look into?
You already know withdrawals can be dangerous, maybe go to the ER for the initial and let them know you have tried tapering and it isn't working. Let them know how serious it is.