I am still here, my god this is awful. I keep slipping, keep telling myself just use today and tomorrow we will start again, I have managed to cut myself back but really to what end ? This is my first time addicted to oxycocet, hydropmorphon I just don't know what to do, my partner of over 15 years has no idea, well thats not true has some idea but not to the extent it is, I just got to man up, right now before this really gets out of hand,