Oh Sim, please don't beat yourself up sweetheart. We can only try the best we can and you certainly do! Sending you a virtual ((((hug)))).
We finally filled up a land drain we dug out at x-mas. It was mostly delayed due to wet weather and we couldn't do anything. Geepers we had to shovel 4 tonnes of pebbles by hand as it was to wait for the digger. I'll sleep well tonight!
Wishing you all a good and sober week.